On the way

It must be full of grievance to have such a strong typhoon during mid of September , the point when cloud from south should have calmed down , I suppose . But now , I am in the mid of the room , feeling the room swinging ... lucky that I was not that dizzy as I experience taking the ferry , but who know if I will after tonight ?

I was thinking ' Love in the Fallen City ' midst of the storm , maybe because when I first read the story , it was during a class in middle school , feeling the same nervous .

流苏到了这个地步，反而懊悔她有柳原在身边，一个人仿佛有了两个身体，也就蒙了双重危险。一弹子打不中她，还许打中他，他若是死了，若是残废了，她的处境更是不堪设想。她若是受了伤，为了怕拖累他，也只有横了心求死。就是死了，也没有孤身一个人死得干净爽利。她料着柳原也是这般想。别的她不知道，在这一刹那，她只有他，他也只有她。

Liu Yuan's existence regrets Liu Su under this circumstance in a sense he is the other body of her , and dual pressure on her . A bullet may not hit her , but it may hit him . In case he was dead for it , or got crippled , it got her even worse . In case she was injured , she would decide to end her life not to trouble him . But even if she dies , she cannot get as relieved as if she is still alone . She thought it is how Liu Yuan is thinking . She knows a little about other things, but at that moment . She simply has him and he simply has her.

Now I cannot say how much I loved literature , because it was more than ten years ago , when I was so keen on Shakespeares 14 line poems , or called Sonnet . My favorit one , the one I used for a presentation on a Chinese class as I translated it into Chinese and made it in the form on ancient Chinese poem . However , I cannot even remember what it is about.  I can find it some day.